Why helloooooo there~
I'm Oca, but you can call me Hetero, Heterogeneous, Heterozygous, or pretty much anything you can think of. I'm socially awkward, rather bipolar ( so this blog changes depending on my mood) and yeah.
I'm a gamer, metalhead, and like the onceler, kuroshitsuji, and funny crap.
Sooo yeah~
Bye :3
( Follows=Follow Back o:)
//slapped for adding that
Agh. Totally pissed.
Im done with this whole people thing. No one stays! I can’t trust anyone. I’ve done things I regret, moved on and whatnot, but now I can’t seem to keep friends. Most don’t take me seriously. When I say I used to be anorexic ( got over it mostly, but feeling sort of triggered to go back, bullies and all) they tell me I’m lying. When I tell people about my hallucinations they say I’m either lying, or a crazy schizo who yells at walls or something. Tell people ( my dad especially) about my depression they say I’m overreacting. Tell em I cut and they say I’m an attention whore. Ask for help because I attempted suicide and they tell me to try again. Ask my parents if I can go to therapy to get help, and give them many logical reasons to and I’m apparently self centered.
How the fuck do I please people.
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- Me: I'm feeling quite good today
- Body: How? You're fat
- Self harm: How? I'm on yours arm as proof you are not
- Mirror: How? Look at yourself
- Paranoia: How? Your friends hate you
- Mind: How? You're a total failure
- Me: Oh, right, yeah.
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